tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70686521006023357292012-02-13T23:29:16.481+08:00JessicaMae.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07733140069403301652noreply@blogger.comBlogger9311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7068652100602335729.post-18980826389570918802012-02-13T23:29:00.001+08:002012-02-13T23:29:16.496+08:00

Okay i've never actually used the word "y'all" for anything before... This feels weird.Well, math common test is tomorrow & i'm here blogging on my phone via ymail. I really need to study... But i keep thinking it's too late.Spent the day having a human centipede marathon with Josh! Today was a horrible day actually. Well, a mix of everything.Woke up the night before at 12a.m and had a hard time

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Hello guys. I suck. I don't know. I feel horrible. I have no one to talk to about these problems. I don't even know what the fuck my problem is. I cut myself. I don't have an excuse for it. I suck.What the fuck did i do to deserve being treated this way. I mean seriously. The whole world sucks. I hate you all. I hope the 21 12 2012 is real. Wow.

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So... i'm just gonna use it to rant. I have never been in such a depressed mood for a long time now, but today just sucks so bad for me. I can't even talk about shit to anyone. Not even Brendan, the person that i used to be able to tell everything to. I tried to ignore it for awhile, just tried to shut off every single thing that made me unhappy. Even Joshua. I just totally ignored all his

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I just woke up, and my daily morning routine had just caused me to come across something really... Interesting on facebook.It's on Melissa.P's wall. Apparently, there's this man that has been harrassing her. Note that this man is most likely a fully-grown man. Also, he isn't very physically appealing. Does anyone here like tits the size of watermelons? Even his stretch marks were... No. He's just

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I had a bad dream again. Like really. The thing is, i wouldn't mind if my dreams are unrealistic, but they feel so... Real.I dreamt that my family abandoned me at a random mall. I didn't know any place there, i don't think i was even in singapore. Soon, i found my way to a beach. Everyone i knew was there, but they didn't know me. Like i was just another stranger. I sat alone at a playground, and

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So...I had another bad dream last night. Before i move on to that, i would like to apologise if my posts have been sounding half-assed lately. I just don't have my computer. It's a really sad thing.So, in my dream, i was in a different country. It was like a 3rd world country, and it was crowded, yet everyone was wearing nice clothes because we were all on our way to church. I think i ran across

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Hey guys! Am blogging because Josh charged my laptop and you know, i miss blogging with my laptop. Hahah. Also am currently downloading songs. My left leg just totally died. I can't spread it. LOL. Am really excited for Cheer now. It's getting better and better (: . Hope the dance instructor would accept what me and Melissa came up with :D . YAYYY. Hahah. I don't have anything else to say but.

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Had a NIGHTMARE last night.I tried to kill myself by putting myself on drugs and just riding a harley davidson across a busy road and over the ledge.Why do i keep dying.

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Citizens of singapore, or, residents of bukit batok!If you spot an old chinese man about 1.65cm wearing red, please run.Mole on his face, fair complexion and slightly balding. That man is going to stroke you, ask for your name, which school you're from and your address. THEN HE'S GONNA ASK YOU TO MAKE LOVE WITH HIM IN THE TOILET.Are you scared yet? 'cause that's exactly what happened to my bro at

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Hi guys! Totally remembered my weird dream from last night! I dreamt i was running from officers naked across a city. It was tiring. At the end of the run, when i was somewhere "safe", like an alley, i realised i had a very big hole on my wrist. It was scary. Ugh. Someone please tell me what this means.

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Hello!I know i've been missing for a long long time. I still don't have my computer, and it's been awhile since i blogged with it.If you aren't that close to me or whatever, i guess you wouldn't know that i made a final decision and i picked josh. Yes, i was put under a lot of pressure. I don't even know why they're making me pick. Before you like degrade me as a slut or something, just think for

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Hey everybody! I would like to start by saying, anything said here, do not ask, it is preferable. I'm no longer with Jessica. Officially. Terminated. No hard feelings between us, we're both alright with each other. I broke up with her. I wish her best with the rest of her life, live long and prosper, happy Chinese new year! Signing off, Joshua.

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2. Just a little rant about a clueless boy. Ask me for the password if you really need it (: .

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Guys, waddap?! I'm kinda high right now because i totally found my old diary from when i was in primary 6! Including when i met Brendan and when we were together. Hahah. I searched for my diary then mainly because i was curious about me and Brendan's history. All started the day me and Brendan met, 19th April, 2008. To me, he was... rude. Yeah, i was totally serious when i say manners matter a

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Hey guys! Whaddup? Weirdest dream last night.Dreamt that the whole world was ending. Like, these Decepticon shit was destroying buildings and everything is on fire and they were trying to capture people. It was weird, 'cause in that dream there was me, Brendan and Celester. So like, he got a hold of us, and separated us into different cubicles on this building thing. It looked like a beehive

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Hello guys. So... today was really emotional for me. I didn't show it though. I didn't want to. I tried my best to distract myself with everything. I don't even remember blogging last night ._. . Well, i guess me and Brendan are okay now. Me and Joshua however... he broke up with me today. How straight-forward is that? I honestly didn't know how to feel at first. Melissa was there when i

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Legit tears right now guysSomehow my body got me to wake up at 3.36a.m thinking it was 5a.m. Wrong move to hang around the internet before i get up to take a bath.Okay i just don't even wanna read it again. It usually takes a lot for me to cry. Well i didn't even finish reading it before i couldn't hold it anymore. Fuck (: . I know i wanted to blog, but i didn't think it would be like this

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Guess who can't bloooooog!!!!!

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This feels so screwed up right now. I'm so numb, i don't even know how to feel. It's like a whole lot of feelings and ideas that are piling up on each other.Josh and i are on a time-out. It's a long story. I don't feel like talking about it. Whatever, i know it's my fault. Before any of you jump to conclusions, it has nothing to do with Brendan. I'm pretty sure it's not his fault. It's just a

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Hey guys! Thanks to Joshua, i have my computer back for about an hour since he charged it for me. Thanks Josh! Blog currently still getting views i think, thanks to the random posts i make with my phone. I think my phone posts suck. So much. Please ignore those. Please. So, to make up for the lack of updates on my blog (not that you really care), i'm going to make a really interesting post

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Hey guys, there is no way i can neglect my blog. Anyways, i have a lot of time right now. I woke up too early and now i have nothing to do.Oh shit, my art homework. Nevermind, let procrastination take its place.Yesterday, went out to BPP with mommaye 'cause she had lots of free time that day. Went shopping! I couldn't find my eyeballs. I've been looking for eyeballs everywhere! K now, at BPP

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Hey guys!It's 5 o'clock in the morning and no one's awake. I don't even know how i woke up!I'm blogging through my phone right now. It's so weird. My fingers feel to weak to press the buttons. There's going to be a lot of typo errors so... I hope you get through my blog post without getting too pissed off.I think the last time i blogged was on monday since i was talking about being the flyer

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Hey guys! Had cheerleading today. My predictions are right, i was so totally obviously going to be a flyer when i go cheerleading. 1. No one can deny that i'm flexible 2. I'm short and 37kg! . Okay i should stop showing off right? Well, cheerleading isn't that hard, and it's easier to balance on people when the base is actually holding you right. So... cheerleading is easy! Also, our instructor

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Sup guys?! I finally overcame my laziness and did two drawings today. I also went shopping with mom so now i have new clothes! Hahahah. Gah. There's nothing much to blog about. Hmmm, not really much of a good mood today. So sorry!

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Hey guys! Woke up today and that is how my bed hair looks. Hot or not? xD . Just kidding. If you think your bed hair is serious, just take a look at what serious be hair is. I made a dailybooth. I feel that, it's somewhere where i can post as many pictures as i want without being annoying because that's what the place is mainly for. Posting pictures. The thing is, everyone who uses dailybooth

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Hello guys (: I thought today was going to be a bad day. It honestly didn't start out well. Woke up, no new texts on my phone -.- . Hahah i know it's small but it gets worse from here. Left for school, didn't bring my pencil case. It only means my total mood to study just... whoosh. All gone. Not only that, there was temperature-taking that morning, so it pretty much sucks. I was forced to buy

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Hey guys what's up? Gahhhhhh. How does Brendan make himself so adorable at times. Hahahah. I was able to finish most of my homework. I also don't mind getting detention because i don't have plans to make anymore. I just never seem to have anything after school anymore. I'm so... bored. I actually had to turn to texting people all day to keep me entertained and not lonely. Maybe i'm not used

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Okay not really. I'm just so amused with this gif.

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Sup?! I'm finally blogging for realz yo. You guys must be wondering whattup with me and the weird sad emo shitz. Honestly, i don't know. Today is the first day of school. It was awesome so far! It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I still haven't completed my holiday assignments though. I'm sure i can. No sweat! Yayyyyy. I need to keep in touch with myself more often. Decided to stop

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I just needed to let something out. 2.

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Hey guys, what's up? Thanks for continuing to pass by my blog even while i was gone. Totally appreciated. So, i was just going to blog about New Year's, but i guess all of you don't really care, do you? I know i don't. I'm so sick of seeing people blog/tweet/post about new year. It's getting overrated. Oops, did i just say that? Here's my New Year's resolutions anyway. 1. I want to stop

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Hey guys! So sorry for not blogging today. I seriously feel bad 'cause it makes me feel like i don't deserve the views that i got today. Hahah. So i guess i'll blog now! Joshua's coming back tomorrow. Okay, i'm a bad girlfriend okay. I honestly don't miss him THAT much. Like i do, but not as much as i should. I just don't like missing people or things... it's a bad feeling. Alright, if you

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And if you ever wonder, i never ever ever use references. I hate copying. To the max. And i know i suck at designing ballet clothes. Yeah that's about it.

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Hello. There's just some things i need to talk about. Apparently, Caleb is in a relationship with Jael now. I really don't know what to believe. First someone tells me they're just friends, and when they got together, he told Michelle it was fake. Alright, he told me it's not fake. Turns out, it's for real. I don't even know how to feel about this. I have so much things on my mind right now.

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So, I got into an argument with Jael, and she knows Nicholas Yak and Nicholas Yak knows Bryan Klass who's Brendan's brother and Nicholas Yak is also Cheryl's boyfriend. It's a small world after all. Today was a good day. Hung out with Brendan and Celester and they're really... interesting. Hahahah. Also had pizza and played guitar heroes. I lost my mood to blog. Ugh. No pictures today, Brendan

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Omg, you're such a stalker. I was going to post about how i shouldn't have said all those mean things but you just had to read that and find a problem with that. Excuse me, it's my blog. I can say whatever the fuck i want -.- . You can say shit about me if you want to. Why, you too soft-hearted to take a little bashing? Just a little tip, grow up. If you can't handle this, then how will you

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I haven't been this angry in awhile but bitch, you totally did it. I just can't describe this. I don't even know who you are and it's not even normal for me to hate but you, YOU. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stop acting like he's yours because you little whore, you got nothing on him compared to Michelle. I MEAN NOTHING. I just want to tear you apart limb from limb. Just so you know, if anything happens,

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Hahah, Guia says she's currently checking my blog because she wants to see what i write about our epic adventure in Marina Bay Sands! Hahahahah. So, the day started with me and Michelle having a hangover from the previous night because we stayed up until 5a.m. We could actually fit on the sofa comfortably and fall asleep, with even my child joining me on my side :P . After hanging around my

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What upppppp. So, today, celebrated christmas with my peeps! Michelle and Guia came, and it was awesome. We haven't had a gathering between all our families in like, years. So... it really was enjoyable. Started out swimming with Michelle and we caught up on some stuff. After that, hung out at my place until our moms called us back down then we got changed. Next thing, James and Dexter arrived,

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Hey people, I'll be gone tonight, and might not see anybody in Singapore till next year! Hell, this years Christmas + new year will kinda suck, but at least I can shop in phils. I'll miss this place. Hey Jessica, I know you'll miss me, hell I wish I could go a bit later, I just wanna make the end of this year right. Maybe I'll bring you back a mistletoe. Better late than never right? Thanks baby

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Sup guys. It's currently 4a.m and so far, Christmas was not so bad afterall (: . Other than spending Christmas mass alone and family-less, because my Mom was the commentator and my Brother and Father doesn't care about the birth of Jesus, and my iPod actually hanging ): , that's about it. Although, i haven't kissed a guy (Josh please) under the mistletoe... which i always wanted to do in my

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Hey guys what's up. It's 24th December right now and you know what that means! It's Christmas Eve! I have to thank Kristiania for tweeting that. I would've forgotten ): . LOL. Crap, i'm supposed to be sad aren't i? But no, i'm too happy with my iPod Nano. Mom bought one each for me and my brother! Hahah. Awww my mom's so nice. Surprise? Hahahahhaha. I just miss listening to music so this is good

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It's so close to Christmas, but why am i in such a sour mood? I really can't help it. I thought it was the right thing to do. I was so sure it was going to make things better, but in the end, i just probably ruined all my chances of ever getting there. It's not supposed to matter, is it? Why does it matter so much to me? I just hate to lose, especially when i'm losing to you.

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Hey guys, sorry for emo-ing just now! Oh well, Jenna Marbles is a great method to cheer me up, and Brendan and Faizal are great for diverting my attention towards other things (: . I went to Joshua's house today, it was alright i guess. Julienne got us pizza! Such a great lil sis :3 . I love the Domino's pizza that has the chicken and mushroom and cheese toppings. I forgot what it was called...

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Sigh, all i ever feel when i enter this household is crap. I feel like crap. It's just something that happens every time i come over that makes me feel down. Maybe i'll never come back. I don't ever want to come back. It's okay if i'm unwanted here, it's okay. Who said i wanted to be here in the first place? Alright, i'm never coming back.

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I remembered Joshua showing me this awhile back, and i thought it was worth sharing to you guys. I think it applies most of the time. Hahah. Well, if you aren't an internet addict like me, you won't get it. At all. So yeah. But to those who do get ALL of these, hello fellow surfer!

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Hey guys! I'm waking up later and later everyday! Gosh, i have to start sleeping early ): . I'll try to sleep early tonight, okay? When Josh gets home. Wow, i can finally text Josh again. Wanna know why? His parents still didn't pay for his phone bill, but they bought him a new army phone instead. Hahah! Well, it's better than nothing, honestly! I like mice. Year of the Rat baybeh! Today, i

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Hello. I wanna talk about something that's been on my mind the whole day. I'm beginning to think i'm delusional. Paranoid. I always thought everyone hated me, one way or another. Maybe it's because people actually told me their honest first impression of me, and it wasn't really a good thing. People told me, i seemed really plastic. That the way i handle myself, the way i move, the things i say

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Hello guys! This morning, i went out to meet Lynn to hang out and catch up with each other as we did not see each other during the holidays at all. I guess our blogs did not provide enough detail on what was going on in our lives. I know you're all aware that there are just certain things that you can't post online ;) . Met up with Lynn, and it was really nice. I could still talk to her like

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I'm not feeling it. I'm not really looking forward to christmas. In fact, i don't like christmas at all. I might even say i hate it. It just brings back last christmas. I hate last christmas. Every time i think about it, tears well up in my eyes. I thought christmas was supposed to be a happy day. Well, thanks to Josh ditching me and ignoring me for the whole of christmas eve. His excuse was, it

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Hey guys! I'm awesome. Hahah. I just had a Lion King Marathon with my (sleeping) Mother and Lion King to was joined by my brother. He didn't want to watch the first one because he claims that he remembers the plot. Still, Lion King 2 is my all time favourite. I'm thinking it's because of the awesome love story. I was never really into love stories, but Lion King 2 is really sweet. I really,

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Hello guys! Omg, it's so close to the school reopening and i haven't finished my holiday assignments ): . I hope i can finish it before christmas. That way, i can celebrate christmas with no worries (: . I had this weirdass dream last night. Me and Josh was at this spring, and we were just wading in it and enjoying the cool water. So it was romantic, but it was soon interrupted by a guy nearby.

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1. It's 3.16am and i'm crying.

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Hi guys i forgot to blog. Actually, i fell asleep at 9pm and i was pretty proud of it. There's no point anymore because well i'm awake and it's fucking 12.01am. Good luck to falling asleep for me now. Yeah. So, today was pretty boring. Thanks to my goddamn sleeping schedule, i keep losing track of time. For example, right now, it feels like it's Monday. I don't like this feeling at all. Just

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I'm finally making another youtube video! I should really delete the old video, but that's what recording is all about, isn't it? You see where you have improved in the past year! I'm really excited to post this vid, but i hope the music won't be taken down! I hope you guys like the video, i sped it up as much as i can just so you guys wouldn't get too bored watching the things you don't really

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Hi guys! Today was really eventful. Kinda high right now, i'm not even legal. I spent the afternoon in my house, Josh finally got his synth back! Did i mention it was lost? He left it in the bus. Heeeeeh, my careless Baobei. I still love you dear! So i woke up at 8a.m this morning, which means i've been awake for nineteen hours now. Awesome! Alright, i woke up at 8a.m and called SBS lost and

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Hey guys! I'm using my old tagbox but i deleted all the messages because it was filled with spam :D . Well, this is fun. I have now no tags at all :D I'm a looooooooooseeeerrrrrrr :D . On the brighter side, i achieved a perfect 180 degree split on my back catch. First time ever today! I feel INVINCIBLE. Maybe until i see another person do one better than me ): . Alright ciaos! I didn't know

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Hey guys. I guess the late night is making me gloomy. I tend to over-think at night, especially when it's past three in the morning. So, i just realised today how much i changed over the past year. It's so weird really, i used to like the past, but now i hate it. I dread loath it. I think that the new thing now is that i'm aware of the factors that led to this. I really really hate the past. I

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Hey guys! Am currently keeping Brendan alive by talking to him. Hahah. I didn't text him at all today because i was with Joshua :/ . I feel bad now ): . It's just that, Joshua's leaving soon. He's leaving next week for the Philippines and he won't come back until 31st. I swear, i wanna spend New Year's Eve with him ): . Want want want. And i wanna spend time with Michelle on Christmas! It's

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Hey guys! I ingested large proportions of milk and cereal today. One in the morning to four at night which means five altogether! I'm going to be a fat child. Joshua says my appetite is getting weird because of my period, but in my whole preteen life, i never ever realised a relation between my period and my appetite. I know when i get my period, i just get completely lazy. I mean, i'm totally

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Hey guys! Just wanna blog about how much i hate my morning today. Actually, i just wanna blog about how much i hate last night and my dream and the morning. So, what's up? A wave of loneliness has been washing over me lately and i don't even know why. I shouldn't be lonely, right? I mean, i have so many people i can talk to, anytime i want. Yet, i don't, and instead i do my own "alone" things :

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Hey guys! Went to Joshua's house today. It was quite fun. LOL. Braided my hair today and i finally wore the skirt that mom got me. Josh, jobo and i played plants vs. zombies in the ipad and macbook and it was fun! Hahah. I miss Plants vs. Zombies. It's okay, i'm gonna get an itouch soon from Brendan! Freakin excited. I'm still... touchless. LOL. I actually fell asleep because the bed was so

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So Josh has been doing this video for the band, and it's finally done! Introducing, Peem and Shiva, and a bunch of other retarded videos of the band having fun :D .

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Hey guys! I made MCS a blog but it's totally unprofessional still so just check it out, give it a little views please and thank you (: . Comment or whatever where i can improve on it. Be a sexy beast and help MCS get more attention. Hahah. MIDCHILDSYNDROME.BLOGSPOT.COM

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Here's a gif. Josh made. Hope it makes your day.

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Free service has to stopThanks for using ShoutMix for all these year. I have been providing free shoutboxes on the World Wide Web for over 7 years now. It wasn't long before I realized being 100% free is not sustainable. Just before ShoutMix's first birthday, it almost had to be closed. ShoutMix has tried to work with the freemium business model ever since. Conversion rates were low with the

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K guys i know i've been really negative lately but fuck it. How do you want me to be positive about all the circumstances? I hate you. I really do. I know deep down in my heart i hate you, because you ruined my life. From the start. I know there's something wrong with me, and you're to blame. You're not a father, you're not a husband, you're a fucking bitch. Your own son's books and you can't

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So i'm on facebook right now, and there's this persuasive guy who is messaging me asking me to accept his friend request (I already ignored it btw) when i told him that you know, i stopped adding people i don't know. Then he said that he just wants to know me and "be my friend" and i was like no thank you i already have friends. Hahah. But seriously la, i told him that i already have a boyfriend

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Hey guys, just some pictures to brighten up my blog a little. This was my outfit for today. Yep, i didn't bother editing it because i was lazy so there's a sleeping woman behind me and you can see all the ugly things in my room. I hurt myself by digging my nails into my skin now because cutting is so mainstream. Hahah. They're actually open wounds. Gah. Nails too long. Not perfect.

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Hey guys, guess what? My phone pissed me off more than i already am because it made me retype the whole blog post. Forget about blogging through my phone. I don't care. I'm getting Brendan's iTouch! Today is me and Josh's 14th month. I almost forgot lol. But i updated like one page of the book because we didn't have much time. Here is where i start ranting. Story goes like, i laid out my dress

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" .... a young fan had explained to me that her boyfriend had just recently died in a car accident. She told me that he held her hand for the first time at our one of our shows. She told me that she just wanted to thank us for being a part of their lives. This was one of the most shocking and heartbreaking things I'd ever heard. I wrote the song as a gift to her. It's meant to be her boyfriend

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This is the part of my blog where i pretend i'm talking to random people because they're not talking to me. To Josh: Hello Baby. What's up? How's fatboys? You're making me miss you and it's not even funny. I wish your Dad would get his pay already and pay your phone bills :/ . I found this movie on Melissa's facebook wall. Warren posted it there. It's called "The Vow" and it comes out on

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The first thing i saw in the morning (: Hey guys! I woke up today, and i decided to be productive. So i guess i'll plan the scrapbook and think of getting the printer i'm looking for as soon as possible. I'm so short on cash ): . I want a photo printer and an ipod touch and altogether, that costs about $550 :/ . So i'm not really sure which one i should get. I mean, i already told Brendan

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I don't know, maybe it would help? I used to blog on my itouch a lot because my time on the computer was limited... and i guess blogging on the itouch reminded me of when my blog didn't get as many views (or i didn't really give a shit) and how i used to be more honest.I bet some of you can actually tell that i'm trying my best to be that open girl i used to be, but as i get older, i care more

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Okay i just had to blog about this. So, there's this girl who's trending on twitter right now. It's really hilarious, because she didn't really do anything wrong. She wrote an article in the newspaper (i think, the image looked like a newspaper), and she wrote about her opinions towards kpop and its fans. In my opinion, i don't think she did anything wrong because everybody has opinions. It's

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Hi guys! Well, today, no pictures. Know why? Because i was studying. How (not) awesome, except for the fact that Joshua came over to teach me :D . Such an awesome person (: . Did half of my Chemistry paper. I actually learnt something ._. . Feels weird. LOL. Crap, one of the brackets of my braces came out :/ . Fuck it. Alright as i was saying, i studied Chemistry. I gotta say, it was almost

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I forgot to blog! So I hope this counts!!! I'll be continuing my 30 day challenge, hopefully tomorrow! Well, it's nice to be free again. Hope this helps Jess boost her views! Whoots!

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I believe that you only ever love one person in your whole life, and that true love never dies. If you think you've stopped loving someone, you're wrong, because it's either you still do, or you never loved them at all.

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Hey guys! I totally finished my english homework. Yay! So proud of myself. I guess i'm going to wait for Keren. So, while waiting for Keren, i edited a picture of Josh and made him look like an Asian Edward Cullen because i can. Hey guys, i'm back from swimming with Keren! It was fun catching up with her and talking about life :D . Hahah. She hasn't changed at all! Sadly, swimming was

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Hahah, i totally forgot to reply to comments. So here: Stacey Bubbleh said...I heard Egyptian Magic Cream works wonders too! But it cost like SGD60 at Ngee Ann City. But it's multipurpose, so you can use it on your hair face and stuff. I watched reviews on Youtube, people gave alota good impressions on it. Try it if you're cream doesn't work. I just bought one for myself, it's arriving tomorrow.

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Let's do that planning thing for the rest of the week when i'm bored :D . I have no solid plans for the week so i guess i should start.Tuesday - Well, that's today. I'm going to finish all my english homework by tonight. I swear. So i won't have any guilt tomorrow when i go out (:Wednesday - Free day! I'm asking people on twitter if they wanna meet up. So far, no replies ): . *foreveralone.jpg*

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Hey guys, it's early in the morning and i'm on the computer. Do you know why? Alright, let me talk about my typical morning. I wake up, roll around for awhile until my eyes open by itself then i check my phone for any unread messages ('cause i text Brendan until i borderline sleep) then i check twitter and facebook. That didn't happen this morning because i couldn't log in to twitter through my

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My mother is so nice (: . Sigh, i always fail to tell my readers how awesome my mother actually is, yes i always emphasize where she goes wrong. I wish i would be nicer to her. Just so you know, i really appreciate my mom a lot and i really look up to her as a person. Well, she bought me this cream, it's called Hiruscar. I just wanna say i'm really touched that she got this for me. Shows that

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Hello there. I'm really bored right now. I just made a new facebook account and i really really really don't know how to feel about that. The good things about making this new facebook account is that there isn't people who i don't know in my facebook friends and there aren't photos which i wanna get rid of. Trust me, i tried to get rid of the pictures and the people i don't know but that just

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http://www.facebook.com/jessicamae.vitug Add me here.

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Hello guys! Joshua just fled the scene, he's on his way to prom! I helped dress him up. This may be the only time i get to put make-up on him omg. I even put eyeliner. HAHAHAH. He seriously trusts me too much. Can make it? :D .

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Nyan cat snake game.

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Joshua has a prom to go to tomorrow, so being the awesome girlfriend that i am, i'm going to help him prepare for it! So the last time i saw him, his hair grew out. So i have a chance to redo it! Yayayayayayay. I promise i won't rush this time. HAHAHAH. Oh, and i found this awesome dubstep remix of nyan cat. Well i think it's awesome. Hahahah. P.s., this might be the only time Josh allows

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My dog spent the night with me because i fell asleep before i could put her back ^^ . Good thing she didn't pee anywhere. These pictures were taken by my mom. I think Chewy just woke up. Awww, my sleepy baby. This is what i wore for church today (: . Hahah. I miss wearing heels. This pair is still my favourite despite what i went through with it. HAHA. You don't wanna know. I've

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Girl logic. Hahah. It's actually quite true! For me at least. It so normal to post a pic of myself in a bikini but so wrong to post a pic of myself in my underwear. Hahah! Alright. From the start. I got out of bed at 10.15am and i remembered thinking i was gonna be late. So after preparing, i ran to the basketball outside school, in the rain. Well, turns out, she was late so i spent 15mins in

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Yes. I'm surviving on 4 hours of sleep the past 24 hours. Heheh. I'm going to elaborate about my days later, but for now, more about how i feel. Hahah. Okay crap, Brendan just made me realise my phone didn't receive anyone's messages D: . Not again... i sure hope it starts working properly again soon . Sigh. I feel bad for leaving Brendan alone. Hahah. All this while i thought my Mom didn't love

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Alright, i gave up on sleeping. So much things happened in the past hour. I really don't know how to cope with everything, but i think blogging will help. I'm a cake face! Okay not really. This picture just makes it look like it :/ Alright. Well, one of the reasons why i turned my computer on again is because i saw these new facebook statuses all criticizing stomp, and my phone couldn't

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Seriously, you of all people should know how he feels. He just chose to react differently. You don't have to keep saying he should be doing something else instead of "disappearing". So what if he doesn't wanna get up? Just leave him the hell alone if he wants you to. And you're implying that "disappearing" is unreasonable, right? You kept telling me you want to disappear when you're sad too.

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I'm afraid of what i'm capable of. After thinking awhile, i realised a lot of things are in my hands. One wrong move and i could potentially kill someone and ruin my life. I really need to stop myself.

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Well you wanted to tell me that? Guess what, you're fucking 2 years late. I really hate it okay. So what if i ran away from home with her, so what if i got in trouble with the police again because of her? That does not give you the right to judge her because of that. You don't know all the nice things she does for me. In fact, i feel the safest when i am with her. You don't know how much it

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